somegirl

fly, fly away!

somegirl18 — Sun, 31 May 2009 04:39:21 +0000

So I went and watched the movie “UP!” tonight, and it was AMAZING. A bit sad at times (actually, very sad at times), but it had it’s happy moments. And, it was very, very funny. It kept me laughing. Plus, it’s in 3D. That just puts the “cool” into.. well.. anything. . Anyways, it got me thinking. Thinking about special places in the world. Places that I want to, and am determined to see one day. Now, i’ve done a fair bit of traveling for only being 18.. and what that did was begin a thirst. A thirst to see the world! The first place i’d go to is…(drumroll please)…Italia! I’d go to Venice and go for a gondula ride. Then i’d go to Florence and spend days in the Uffizi Museum of Art and cry in front of Sandro Botticelli’s “Birth of Venus”.. and probably every other peice of artwork. If I haven’t mentioned it before..i’m a HUGE art fan. But my ventures in Florence wouldn’t end there. I’d go everywhere. My ultimate dream is to see everything the city has to offer . After my months in Florence, i’d take a road trip. My final destination would be ROME..with a few, or ten pitstops along the way. Lets see.. Assisi is supposed to be BEAUTIFUL. Pompeii would be on that list.. who wouldn’t want to see the great ruins? Plus, Pompeii is supposed to have the worlds greatest pizza pie! I’d make my way down to Sorrento for some Limoncello..mmmm mmm good. Next is Capri! 1) It’s gorgeous 2) I’d feel on top of the world . And last but surely not least.. actually come to think of it probably would not be last on the list either but saying that sounds cool :).. ROME and VATICAN! I’d go see the Colossuem, and the Trevi Fountain! The Pantheon and the Spanish Steps are on the list as well. Hell, i’d spend days just walking around Rome to make sure I don’t miss anything. And the Vatican. Don’t even get me started. St. Peters.. oh boy here I come. THE SISTEEN CHAPEL! I love Michaelangelo ♥. And his Pieta.. I get really excited and smile my biggest just thinking about it! I know i’ve missed some crucial and historical places in my list.. believe me, I could go on forever… but I work bright and early in the morn, and there’s not much time to catch some shut eye. So goodnight, and sleep tight.

Sweet Dreams,

some girl.

just so you know, i love you and all you do.

somegirl18 — Sat, 30 May 2009 17:02:34 +0000

Ever heard the saying “it takes all types and all things to make the world go round?” Well, it’s the damn truth. As much as we hate to be conquered by anger and on the verge of tears.. if we never were then the people we love and love to be comforted by wouldn’t have any reason to comfort us. So here is a big thank-you to all the people who know how to push my buttons and how to make me cry. Without you, the people I love wouldn’t need to be there with a giant hug.. or if i’m lucky a kiss . I came to this broad realization today in hell (recap from previous blog: where I work). Someone must have forget to give me the “it’s National Bitchy Day” memo, because I wasn’t prepared for the outraged hormonal customers I had the – not so pleasureable – pleasure of serving today. I let them all get the best of me (of course). And this is when it hit me..I need to let these people get to me like that sometimes because I need the comfort of my friends and the people I love (AKA the greatest people this world has to offer). There is nothing that cheers me up better than a great big hug from a friend. So now here is a genuine big thank-you to all of my friends. Thank-you for being there for me when I need you the most, and for just being there in general. I love you all, for everything you do and for just being you.

That isn’t the only realization my oh-so-very intelligent mind has come to in the last couple days. I’ve been down sizing the power of that four letter word that scares the pants off of us all. love. Just saying that word gives me a headache. I’m not talking about the teenage extraordinarily over-used version of love that seems to be the real big “in” thing right now. I’m talking about the real passionate version of love. The kind of love that makes our hearts beat fast. The kind of love that is unconditional and unpejudiced of age, sex, race, and religion. The kind of love that makes you feel like your above everything else and that nothing can bring you down from that high. But at the same time, the kind of love that hurts and suffocates you. I can’t get enough of it. I don’t know what it is. But I know it’s there. There is this boy. Actually thats what i’m going to call him. Boy. When I see him I get all of these feelings and it’s just so overwhelming. I don’t think he is the guy who should be making me feel like this. Thats what makes it so unconditional. It is always there, even when I try to forget about it. We aren’t dating. I just…. love him. And when he’s not around I try talking myself out of being in love and it never seems that hard But as soon as he comes around all that pursuading jumps out the window because that overwhelming feeling takes over again. I won’t sit here and describe exactly how I feel when Boy is around (maybe i’ll save that for another blog ). But I just feel completely at ease at the same time all these hectic feelings rush through me. I shouldn’t love him. But I can’t not love him. You can’t help who you love. So here is a thank-you to you, Boy. Thank-you for being great. Thank-you for being you. I love you, I love all that you are, I love all that you do.

Love,

some girl.

hello world! nice to meet you.

somegirl18 — Sat, 30 May 2009 01:09:19 +0000

My name? Well, that is not important. For the sake of my sanity (in case one of you readers ends up knowing me and via this blog find out all my secrets), you can all just know me as ‘some girl’. I have NO idea what i’m going to do with my life. Now, I know i’m only 18 and I should have plently of time to figure out what i’m doing.. but in reality I really don’t have all that much time. My mom always tells me that I have my entire future to plan my future and to leave the present to my youth. But how can she (and all of society) expect me to worry about my teenage issues when I have to have a good idea with what I want my future to look like so I can plan university? I mean, I can’t hold off university any longer than I already have. I was supposed to go last september.. but being the baby I am; I chickened out. If I don’t leave this september as I plan to, i’m going to be stuck here in sucksville (this is what i’m going to call where I live throughout this blog) for the rest of my life living with my parents and working in hell (where I am currently employed). Even though I don’t know what I want my future to look like.. I know that I don’t want it to look like that. Anyways, before any of you readers start falling asleep at your computer.. I should wrap this thing up. I don’t actually know how to end this kind of thing, so I guess i’ll go with my instinct and just say goodbye.

Peace & Love,

some girl.